Fascination arises
it’s all new
everything’s different
’cause now there’s you

In my mind
and all around
my soul dancing
to the rhythm that I found

Diving deeply
with all of me
every dimension
yearning for thee

Fear arises
what if I just stumble
falling clumsily
as my dreams crumble

There’s so much
that I simply lack
will you still love me
will you have my back?

I’m not all
what I want to be
not strong, not complete
feeling like I need thee

Should be self sufficient
to be loved for real
how can you want me
when fear I feel?

I take these questions
and throw them aside
my desire so strong
I can no longer hide

Passion arises
it’s all I can feel
as your touch leaves me
with nothing to heal

I am complete
in your embrace
with strength and courage
every fear I face

I’ve already fallen
My walls are down
they crumbled before you
I feel that I found

Everything I ever wanted
inside of thee
come let us dance
together we’ll be free

I’ll grow self sufficient
through your touch
my love will grow
’cause I want you so much

I will heal
’cause you are here
come lay beside me
let’s be completely near

I’m yours from this day
as love so complete
is flowing freely
when your eyes mine meet

Fascination arises
fear abounds
passion and love
grow in my grounds

I fell completely
now I’m standing up
as you gave me the courage
to fill my own cup

So deep is our love
so grateful am I
so humbled by the fact
that we both now can fly

Come dear poison
feel free to enter
I’ll take you inside
but not to my center

With my heart protected
the blood is boiling
you aim for my life
but your plans I’m spoiling

Taking you instead
on a journey through my soul
showing how we truly
are one and all

As I acknowledge
our connection in love
a blast of light
comes from above

I lay down
in darkness divine
letting our spirits
dance and intertwine

So much wisdom
pouring through my veins
dangerous but potent
upon me it gains

There’s no escape
only one road to take
transmutation
stay focused, make no mistake

One wrong turn
and all is lost
burn I would
if I don’t exhaust

That of you, poison dear
which causes me pain
breathing, sweating
fighting to stay sane

Won’t let you take my brain
You attack in vain

I will remain
and gently steal
that of you
which makes me heal

Knowing it’s in there
amassing all force
for a second
I am almost entirely yours

Then I strike
as fast as you
intuition knowing
exactly what to do

Breathing, relaxing
but there’s no surrender
will throw you out
but keep your splendor

Poison dear
come dance with me
so grateful for your touch
let’s be really near

One step closer
and I’ll strike you down
there’s no surrender
here I wear the crown

Boiling my blood
staying sane
focused and firm
using heart, soul and brain

And then there it is
my salvation
the splendid fruit
of this deep transmutation

Dearest poison
I won over thee
gratefully releasing
what doesn’t belong to me

Your wisdom is now mine
my body I keep
I’m still alive
not deep asleep

Not lost forever
no I’m here
showed you your place
released the fear

Exiting enriched
by your donation
dangerous but magical
is transmutation

Merging with the body
breathing into every cell
wishing with stern intent
that all parts of me are well

Surrendering to process
may all come into light
I will go through it
won’t put up a fight

With my complete awareness
through the system I sense
releasing what needs to
relaxing the tense

It’s all inside me
and everywhere around
a healing power
that wants me safe and sound

Sounds very simple
but takes courage and discipline
can’t heal without changing
the state that I’m in

Compassion and forgiveness
that is the key
kindly and gently
but clearly I see

Observing the pain
the fear, the blockade
then surrender into it
and healing is made

Without too many words
but with clear communication
I set goals and release
in humble conversation

With all parts of me
and with all that I’m connected
I focus and then let go
allowing health to be resurrected

It’s a journey inside
on paths so deep
hiding is no option
instead I take a leap

Into my future self
let the next moment be
I will not control it
I surrender to be free

As one in ten
go hungry to bed
nature is dying
and a plague has spread

War is raging
constantly
whatever you do,
don’t follow me

What paths do we take
to get out of this
do we make up and find
the way to bliss
I hope I pray
but despair I see
whatever you do
don’t follow me

Get up, stand up
or lie down and breathe
the path that is yours
will show with ease
to take it, that’s
the challenge now
we’ll make it
if you show up somehow
whatever it takes
set your soul free
and no matter what
don’t follow me

Yes one in ten
go hungry to bed
I wanna cry, but my
tears have spread
turned into a coat
of deep protection
I take it and walk now
without perfection
Apocalypse Now
everywhere I see
whatever you do
don’t follow me

I know your heart
is beating strong
so many are in rhythm
with their souls song
together or one on one
I listen, I hear you
you found where you belong
I wish you perseverance
and may you be free
and whatever you do
don’t follow me

In the middle of everything
and deep inside
I found my blessing
can no longer hide
I know what to do
it’s no big riddle
may I follow through
and stay in my middle
no matter the screams
and calls of despair
I take a deep breath
must focus, now and here

Because this time
the plea that I follow
is the one of my soul
I will not wallow
neither in tears
nor in dreams of what could be
whatever you do
don’t follow me

For the one in ten
that goes hungry to bed
I will resist my false urges
and be true to me instead
Apocalypse Now
come what may
on my path
I will truly stay
please, stand up, get up
or lie down, breathe and be free
and whatever you do
don’t follow me