Searching

Into the night I go
asking that it might be so
that my life becomes complete
and myself I meet

Into the rain I dance
taking that second chance
following a rhythm forgotten
avoiding the steps I was caught in

Taking another road
releasing that load
longing to really be
simply searching for me

I was another’s slave
I was a role model and heroess
but I must confess
through all development and progress
I came out, still a mess
never truly
all that I can be
and I cannot see
how to be free
without completely
being me

Into the light I stumble
unsure of the path I walk, humble
not with a goal in sight
I let go of that need
with all my might

Instead I find bliss
through breathing into all that I miss
my lack of this
and that
with my charm as a sun hat

I hope that I will go far
beyond the star
into the universe
where I can rehearse
to go even further
beyond time and space
as a surfer
of the wave
into bliss
that this
might be the shit

Into myself I fall
beyond thought and all
answering the call
of my soul
to be whole
out of control
but still on a role

Taking that final step
where I can stop having to prep
where I know
where to go
without thinking
or blinking

That’s my goal

You can’t take me there
but your presens here
is all that I need
to get there with more speed

Inspiration is you
all you need to do
is nothing at all

To meet is to become
through you I come home
and as we part
I continue to follow my heart

Into me I dance
taking that second chance
to be here
with fear and all
no matter perfection at all
the step might be small
but the effect tremendous
the effort corageaus

yes

to really be me
and see
where that takes thee
that’s the goal for me

Five ways to strengthen your Yin-power or the Divine Feminine

The Divine Feminine, such an important vibe in all of us. Diving deep into the Yin flow, the Divine Darkness which beams out a ray of light… Being able to move through life agile like a snake, meandering through the wild landscape called life. Circling like the hips of a woman dancing to sexy movement just to, fast like a snake, reach out with the arms and hands in a bolt of decisive energy.

Yin

Yin, traditionally, is associated with the feminine, black, dark, north, water (transformation), passive, moon (weakness and the goddess Changxi), earth, cold, old, even numbers (2,4,6…), valleys, poor, soft. It provides spirit to all things. Yin reaches it’s height of influence with 
the winter solstice. It may also be represented by the tiger, 
the color orange and a broken line in 
the trigrams of the I Ching (or Book of Changes).
 So it transform all things in a constant flow of creating spirit, of allowing the unique life force of every being to be born, again and again.

Connecting with the divine feminine

To become one with this force, one has to let go of control, ground oneself and move in a rhythm between slow and fast, dancing between totally relaxed and sudden movements of complete focus. It’s important to connect with ones hips, the sexual organs and the root chakra, as well as the Earth. Here below some steps to take:

  1. Put on slow drum music and move your hips as well as shoulders and arms in the rhythm of the drum. Relax and breathe deeply, going into it, especially the movement of the hips. On one drum beat you then freeze up shortly in the position that your in, just to flow on right afterwards. Repeat as many times as you like.
  2. Go out in nature and find a tree that you like, or chose one of your potted plants at home. Sit with it, imagining to be like it, connected to the Earth. Imagine having roots like it, going into the ground, into the deep, divine, nurturing darkness of the soil within the Earths crust. Further imagine how you are filled with light just like it’s top is filled by the sun. Enjoy the balance that arises out of this within yourself.
  3. Focus on your thoughts. Whatever arises, say “that’s interesting, can you develop that further please?” to your brain. Your brain will hear you, and the thoughts can travel through your system, evolving and growing. By the next thought, do the same, no matter what it is. Continue for 5 minutes per day during a week, and your entire outlook on life can flow more and change to the better.
  4. Lie down on bed with one hand on your heart and one hand on your lower belly, in between your hips. Connect the heart chakra to your second chakra. Enjoy the flow of energy. Possibly a sexual vibe will rise as well. You can use pillows under your elbows to be able to relax your arms during the practice.
  5. Ask the question “how do you/I feel” during your inner conversations as well as interactions with others frequently. Practice for a week to really focus on it, and then it will come naturally.

For more on spiritual matters and my path, check out my podcast here Shift into Power or on Spotify. Also check out my previous blog post on 5 ways to strengthen your masculine energy

Podcast premiere – Shift into Power is online!

So excited, my new podcast is online! It’s called Shift into Power and is focused on spiritual matters as well as the path of a Love Warrior. It’s a deep but joyful journey, inviting to thought and conversation. Here below the first episode on Spotify, which is about shamanism and some stories from my path towards becoming a shamana. It’s will be available on Amazon Music and Apple Music soon. You can also listen to it here. There’s one introduction and a bonus episode with a practice online as well. Enjoy!!

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